So any way as I was crying at the doctors office, I found out that we are on the right track. Doctor suggested that I try a night time schedule, something similar to our morning one. Maybe that will help with his sleep. If not we can try Melatonin. Geesh I was crying so much I think I might need to make a doc appointment for myself. That or more frequent trips to the gym. Maybe the snide remark made by S.I.L was right, maybe I do need counseling.
I felt good that N-Zilla has such a caring Pediatrician, but walking out of the doctors office I felt embarrassed for crying. Good Lord, am I that pent up for emotional release that I cry to the first Doctor I see..which by the way was an M.D not a counselor.
Rest of our trip Down Town (San Antonio) went good. N-Zilla my loveable and destructive boy walked along the River Walk quacking at ducks and trying to jump in the street. Luckily I had the harness on. The only awkward thing about that was N-Zilla likes to drop to the ground and crawl or just lay on the cement...so it looked like I was walking my boy on a leash. I'm kinda use to the stairs and remarks people make when I have the harness on, but safety first.
As the trip came to the end I felt more and more embarrassed of my tears and more at peace that I am doing exactly what the N-Zilla needs to thrive as his loveable and destructive self.