Their is more I want to write about this day. Like...why did I not see it coming? What set N-Zilla off? Son #1 and Crazy Horse acted totally normal...why? Why didn't I seem more surprised?
Later. Way later I had several mini panic attacks. I didn't pack him a sensory bag. I should of. I was to lazy and double booked to make dinner. I didn't want to be bothered with the cleaning of the mess. I shoulda just made dinner at home. I sent N-Zilla to school with underwear instead of pull-ups. I made him sit on the toilet this morning when he didn't want to. I put him on the bus and didn't give him his weighted blanket, and I was still late to work. I didn't tell him that he was going to his Grandma's house after school. I hid his trains so he wouldn't get over whelmed....so me and his older siblings didn't have to deal with the mess of a dumped out toys box. He found them anyways. I should have prepared better for the day.
(Upside of today: 1) We didn't get kicked out of the restaurant like we did at China Moon. 2)Despite the broken glass it was a very pleasant meal with Son #1 and Crazy Horse. Because I didn't dwell on the broken glass to long, I got to hear about their day at school. 3) No dishes to wash at home.
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